constantly...

Feb. 13th, 2009

that's the way it's been for the last week or 2. i'm in week 9 and i've been constantly "queasy" feeling for the last week or 2. it stinks. i've only thrown up twice, but it really didn't do much good. it's so weird. i wake up queasy, go to work queasy, stay queasy, then it gets a little better and i work out, then i'm queasy again and stay that way. fun! really, i thought i was gonna go w/o the morning sickness b/c i didn't feel that way for a while, and my mom was only sick 2 days w/my brother and i. so, it kinda creeped up on me. i kinda feel better if i eat on a very regular (i mean like every 30min-hr) basis, but really making yourself eat when nothing sounds good...or it sounds like you want to gag, is hard! chicken noodle soup has become my friend! but just the other night...i thought i was gonna die (ok, i'm a little dramatic). i tried to work out after work, only to make it 20 min on the treadmill cause i was exhausted. on my way home i got to feeling nauseated very quickly...and my stomach was growling uncontrollably! so i tried to start thinking of something to eat when i got home. NOTHING sounded good. in fact, it all sounded grossly nauseating! so, weirdly enough, i passed McDonald's and immediately thought about cheeseburgers...and crossed over the lanes to get there quickly. man, that cheeseburger was GOOD! and i felt like a million bucks after that! i never do cheeseburgers! weird how that happens, huh?!