ups and downs

this nursery thing is for the birds! well, at least today it is...and once a week or so. i get SO frustrated trying to decide what exactly i want! i hate decisions...and they are especially hard now for some reason...i guess pregnancy is not on my side on this one. i've decided on colors...black, white, and teal. we're having black furniture and 3 white walls and one teal wall. then comes the bedding...
i need help. and i've been working w/my mom and her dear friend, Carrie Jo, and love them and their help. just lately, i've been short. my attitude is short. i mean, they keep throwing more and more ideas out at me everytime i ask an opinion and then that leads to more dreaded decisions!!! then i get verbally frustrated. then i feel bad b/c i know i asked for their help. and the worst part is my mom gets the brunt of it. she's like the "go-between" between Carrie Jo and I. and that's not easy. for me, but probably especially for her. and i hate that for her :( she's my mom and i love her.